i set the alarm on at 3am to study and it took me an hour to get out of bed! now that i am out of bed..i'm not even bothered to study ! -_-

anyway hi pauleen, i had this really weird dream about you ft your sister. i'll tell you about it later unless i forget lol!

i have nothing more to say soooooo like i'm going to make shit coffee now!

ciao

today i woke up extra early since i slept extra early last night! and you know what? it felt goooooood!

so anyway, got ready & headed to parra with my sister. blah blah blah. asked about my e71 which i wont be getting anytime soon cause its going to cost me 600$ to cancel my other plan -___-. b;ah blah left parra angry cause this bitch decided to beeep at me cause i wouldn't move closer! HELLO does it look like i can move any closer?! oooft. so anyway when i was able to move closer, i DIDNT! you know why? BECAUSE SHE DESERVED IT & she deserved my finger too! :)

blha blha headed to auburn where we met up with the rest of the family. had a picnic and went to the japanese gardens! oh the excitement! hahah.
blah blha decided to go bondi beach and so we did. not to swim but take photos with my aunty who is leaving at the end of this month!

that is all! i neeed to peee now and im going to rent movies! i dont want to study tonight!

adios

Helloo !! Im back !!

Currently procrastinating because the rustic and patriarchal values encapsulated in emma are driving me crrraaaaazzzyyy. And regardless of knowing Cluless off by heart, i have a sincere excuse to watch clueless for the billionth time today. Yayy :D

Well 2 exams down. 5 to go. Business was surprisingly okay. I had all of Australia's currency and current interest rates, and the wall street incident memorised and i was shattered i did not get to mention any of it. The long response were a tad hey heyy and ambiguous but whatever. As for joanne, i fuckingg hope you get it. Or i'll be twice as upset as you will be. Seriously. Prayss to buddhaaa **

English unseen text wasss a bitch. Well text 3 was. Apparently, the persona or whatever was a DOG? What the fuckk right? (Source: Bored of studies LOL). And the essay question was alright but still bias towards inner journeys! Ie Donna Nguyen LOL.

Anyways, melbourne is drawing near and as unemployment rates are rising im afraid i wont get a job! :( Oh and not to mention formal :( Cry.


Okay im off to watch Cluless to see how 'the new resonates with the known' LOLLL.

PS I thought my boobs were growing but reallyyyyy, i just have my periods!! But hopefully they'reon time and i wont have them for melbourne. =D

Toodaaaloooooo

Pauleen

english exam paper 1 is in approx 7.5 hours and i'm here blogging. HELLO BLOG!
 
atm i have mix106.5 playing cause apparently it's good "studying music" CORRECTION! IT IS FREAKING DEPRESSING MAN!! and pms is helping either!!!

so anyway, today i had my business exam and that didn't go down so well!
to the big fly that landed on my table during the exam: youre so fat and ugly, i hope i don't see you tomorrow ! your annoying ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzz's drive me insane!


on a good note... im 1 day closer to MELBOURNEEEEEEEE!! i hope i don't bleed when i'm there!



ok time to hit the books again. BYE

business studies exam tomorrow!!!!!!!! booooooo!!!!!!!!!!

friday - went to meriton followed by havana to celebrate juls and wendys 19th birthday. everything was going smoothly until dramas started occuring. drama here, drama there, drama everywehre. did i mention drama?
anyway yeh, there were so many dramas. it was like i went out to watch a show. not cool not cool. but yeah i hope the girls had fun anyway. to top up my disappoiting night.. i got a 135$ fine for parking in a taxi area. i didn't even see the sign. djsalbnlajbfuck! anyways went home and didn't bother going to my interview! sjnaljsnaj totally bad night for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but anywyas happy birthday to juls

saturday - happy birthday wendy!

I've felt inclined to blog for awhile now. Perhaps its my anxiety, depression and  regret for not adhering to a regular study plan.

 

Of course im wasting more precious 'study time' babbling on about how im suffering from great amounts of stress but i feel sorry for my bf who cops all the shit at night when i repetitively vent about my unproductive day.

 

My greatest fear is bio. I hardly know anything :( Next is hospitality and food tech which i havent touched yet. Then maths, however im not too worried as my rank is shithouse and i have 12 units. Maths of course will not count, unless i fail terribly at all my subjects then the BOS wont know which course to count.. Omg :(

 

So here is my scheduled study plan:

 

Wednesday 8th: English - AOS & Modules

Thursday 9th: Maths ft Bio ( Search for a Better Health and Communication)

Friday 10th: Building a bearr !! HAHA. Happy three months muffin. Maths tutor and then maths.

Saturday 11th: Food Tech

Sunday 12th: Bio

Monday 13th: Hospitality

Tuesday 14th: Business and English pass papers + Bio study.

Wednesday 15th: Re-cap business and english. Bio study.

Thursday 16th: [ BUSINESS STUDIES ]English AOS + Hospitality.

Friday 17th: [ ENGLISH AOS ] English modules (Emma & Clueless + Gwen Harwood) & Maths

Saturday 18th: Biology & Module (Frontline)

Sunday 19th: ENlgish Modules re-cap + Food tech

Monday 20th: [ ENGLISH - MODULES ]Bio and hospitality.

Tuesday 21st: Foodtech and bio

Wednesday 22nd: Foodtech and bio

Thursday 23rd: [ FOOD TECH ] Bio

Friday 24th: [ BIOLOGY ] Maths and hospitality

Saturday 25th: Maths and hospitality

Sunday 26th: Maths

Monday 27th: [MATHS ] Hospitality

Tuesday 28th: Hospitality

Wednesday 29th: [ HOSPITALITY ] FREEEEEDOMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

 

Goodbye msn and facebook. I'll see you soon. xx

 

 Pauleen

Feeling incredibly sick and tired :(:(

Another blow to my ego, my principal estimated my UAI to be "80-85" - and yes i a sense i am extremely happy with that uai i guess but before they even consider you for a interview for the course i wanna get into the kinda like cut of is 88. Everyone who i bitched about it to attempted to persuade me to change it, but i didnt :( My dad posted it yesterday :(

16 days until my first exam and i am no where near ready. Im sick and stressed and i wish i had magical powers in order to stop time and give everyone an additional week to study. Yes im nto greedy :) just one more extra week will do! Wishful thinking haha.

- I feel like im going to blow my brain out since i keep blowing my nose!

Optus has a new prepaid plan. And fuck is it value for money LOL. If you recharge $50, you get $40 worth of credit, $150 worth of MyBonus (which is pretty much credit) 200mb for internet use and ... drum roll .... UNLIMTED CALLS, SMS AND MMS!! (Fairgo polocy caps you at 2000 minutes and 500 sms and mms but hey i saveeee $125 on text andd i dont know how much on calls but considering you only use to get 300 minutes for $30, this is every asians dream LOL):D Only catch is, they 'unlimited' is only applicable to optus prepaid /boost. But it is pefect for me because majority of my calls and sms are to tony HAHA.

Tony & I are going to 'BUILD A BEAR' together HAHAHHAA. Im so fucking excited because the clothes are soo fuckign cute!! LOL :D:D

Donna & Wendy boguht their melb tickets. IT IS ACTUALLY HAPPENING. yayyyyyyyyyy :)

oh by the way i graduated. Dont think it has hit me yet. LOLLLL.

Anywaysss im offfff. Cant believe i'll actually be FREEEEE in a months time.

wow

much love, pauleen. 

Okay since Donna has begun blogging (which therefore provides me with a good 30mins of procrastination =D ) i thought i would return the deed.

HELLO DONNA NGUYEN, this is for you baby ;)

The weather was actually nice today. Good stuff. I went to Ikea with my family and what can i tell you, my future house is set LOL. And i cant wait to have kids because kid's appliances/toys are the coolest (Y)

Had HABIBS chicken for lunch, it was heavenly LOL. Although i believe its predominantly due to the garlic sauce. Nevertheless, girls, habibs sometime!

Yesterday i went to UNSW open day, it was pouring and super windy. But being the dedicated student i am (and tony LOL), went just for my lecture course (B Commerce  Services Marketing - Tourism and Hospitality) . Well, it was confirmed that they actually take 50-65 students, not the 45 stated on the website which was a relief but then i saw all the other 'dedicated' students who also made their way in such horrible weather: NERDS,  ( Sorry to stereotype but their lack of fashion sense, fobby mushroom haircuts, oversized glasses and a overflow of pamphlets cannot represent anything else) took a significant blow to my ego, i doubt i'll get in now:(

Realise there are only 15 days left of school? That is seriously depressing yet satisfying at the same time. Ah i need to find clothes for grad and some award ceremony at Moorebank. Great, more money !

Also went to Circus Du Soleil which was awesome :D The tricks were amazing, but there was too much emphasis on dancing and singing which was like, helloo cirucs? Jump through a ring of fire already LOL. i attempted to take photos but as soon as i lifted my phone security was already behind me. Seriously. I was like wow that was quick. Claps to tony who said no one was wtahcing LOL. Food was overpriced and the weather was once again awful. Taxi's were difficult to locate and restaurants had long queues. So went to china grand in market city instead to consume overpriced asian food.

Oooo, everyone who reads this blog probably already knows, but Linda and i purchased our Melbourne tickets already! :D:D Cant fucking wait. :):)


School tomorrow, great. I really need to start studying for HSC :(

Facebook time

Once again, happy Fathers Day to all the fathers out there!

xx, Pauleen 

guesss what?! trials are finally over!!!! lol! i feeel super free (for now) LOL

anyway, i can't wait for this weekend! i've missed my friend (alcohol)
not sure exactly what is happening yet, but whatever happens - it better be good!

tomorrow my sister comes back from Japan so i'm going to pick her up! don't know what else i'll be doing but i def wanna be out !!!!